John’s gone for the night. So.. for this occasion, I prepared myself in the following ways:

-buying myself an entire large pizza, breadsticks and 2 lt of Mt. Dew *which i’ve been drinking straight from the bottle*
-playing skyrim for an hour
-making plans to get MORE food, and some ice cream
-chick flick pondering
& -skyping my lovely lady friends 

All of that said, I still miss him…